Thanks for sharing your private problems with us. It seems you've been
badly hurt in the past. I am sorry to hear about it. I am sure this is not
*consistency* which gets you into more trouble, Richard. A good
psychiatrist should be able to help you. Believe me, it's worth it.
Regards, Tadeusz (Tad) Niwinski from planet TeTa
tad@teta.ai http://www.teta.ai (604) 985-4159